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Sunday, June 26, 2011

昔の記憶/mukashi no kioku

Yesterday was CHS Marching Competition! Phew weet. It was organized by CHS BSMM SL(Y) 64 *Got write wrong or not? XDDDD Dun kill me pls* every year. I used to attend it b/c Prefects WAS a uniform body until *erhem* removed us from the list. !@#$%^&*

Although it's not a superbly big event (School mag doesn't even cover it), but to all the uniform bodies whose members are loyal and proud to be one of themselves (Put it simple, if you find yourself proud to be a scout, guide, cadet, etc), it is a SUPERBLY important event.

And yeap. So important to the extend that even after you graduate, you will still go back to school to watch and cheer for your juniors. Maybe excluding me who doesn't have a team to cheer for now thanks to !@#$%^&*. Then why am I back? Er initially was to support ungu deco. But I find myself in a very akward position where:

1. I dunno the juniors, they dunno me (those who can't understand, imagine yourself going back to your primary school and tell the kids "come koko/jiejie help you carry bags" then you understand)
2. I dunno what to do, how to help etc

Ok thats not the point. Today imma talk about marching competition.

Oh ya! I missed scouts formation! They got champion leh! Why miss? I went and look for ungu's hideout. T_T So sad!

And as expected, Police Cadet got 1st for Kawad Biasa again. 7th champion in a row! And scariest still, they got champion since the first year they were FOUNDED and until now they have NEVER LOST the champion title before.

And surprisingly Guide got 2nd for Kawad Biasa,. I thought Scouts gonna get it. Scout also marching elites leh. But that's not the point. I am not in the place to comment cause' I missed Guide's performance too.

I feel so out of place there lo honestly. I got many friends back there but yea, THEY GOT THEIR GROUP. *sigh* But anyways, the reason I love participating in uniform bodies activities is due to the passion that everyone exhibits.

Everyone acts like a family, like seriously. It's a family ACROSS bodies. Like Scouts & Guides support each others' night gathering (campfire), and Cadets are like brothers. And since these few years (or maybe since long time ago only that I can't observe), the bonds between the bodies grew even stronger. I dunno since when it became a tradition for the bodies to act in unision to buy gifts and do performance for retiring teachers. Scouts Guide KRS KP Bomba & BSMM. (And yes, those are the hyperactive uniform bodies in CHS)

Haha. Memories weih! In our year Scouts, KRS and Police heads are all UNGU weih! So proud XD And we used to be a gang of gile ppl. Yi Shiuan, Sui Lun, Siang Sheng, Qi Hui, Brian, me, sometimes Yee Min, Yu Bin, Ai Ginn, Yee Yang, Yao Jie, etc etc. And we used to attend all the activities and gile sial. I rmb we all participated Guides Night Gathering to support Jie Min, and also Siang's Police 5th Anniversary.

Yes la I am usually the ODD one. Like hell the only prefect interested in these stuff. But yea, that's what makes my high school interesting: These bunch of gile friends and all the interesting activities. I really regret for not joining any of these gile active bodies during my high school life. Missed my few years of crazy activities chance. T_T

Anyways enough of dreaming in the past. I shall end this post with a big smile =D Tata!









A scene during prize giving ceremony:
*Champion is: 9th Petaling Scouts Troop!*
SS: Weh YS, why not you lead the shout one? Ex Pres wo! (the 淅沥沥沥沥 one)
YS: Haiyo, don't have kaki. See behind! No leng!
SS: We all here not leng la? (Pointing his police gang)
YS: ._.
*And somehow more and more ppl follow the shout, the next thing I know is*
Police + YS + Brian + Me: 淅沥沥沥沥 ,哗啦啦啦啦,公教童军顶呱呱!

Yeap! That's the SPIRIT that I like. ;)

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Aiyoyor~~~~!

10 days din update jor...actually I oso deno what to write. hahahahahha XDD

I have been slacking. I got no motivation to work le.

I am only interested in playing nowadays.

Now only I know that "discipline" must be "practiced".
No matter how disciplined you were, once you slack for a long time, you will forget everything
What does it mean to be "responsible"
What does it mean to be "disciplined"
And you will gain a new friend called "procrastination".
I hate my laziness, yet I like the peace that laziness gives me. HOW!!?? It's like you hate your work but like the salary that the work gives you. I wonder if that makes sense

Anyway...I am too addicted to stressless life.
I don't want to stress myself over something...I am not committed to.
Peer pressure can have strong influence on you too.
AHHHH!!!!! Can thsi addiction be cured? I need some stress to motivate me.
I guess my self-discipline has crumbled.
I need people to nag me push me kick me set deadline for me so that I can start working now.

I am running a project that as if nobody is interested in running.
Nobody replies me
Nobody gives suggestions
Nobody even respond to suggestions.
I wonder do they even READ them.

But then again,
I didn't try to nag them
I didn't ask them do they even read it.
I find all these very tiring.
Or maybe I am just too lazy to deal with people AND project at the same time

I think it might be better if I do it one man show.
AIYOYOR!!!
I miss my old working partners. :/

I have Christine JinYee Duck Crow in YE
I have Lily Louise in Ed Board
I have Livia ZongYao XianDi in Prefects
and the most hyper batch of partners in UNGU.

As if, we have telepathy. We know what we want to do. And we agree to whatever we want to do.
Everyone suggests and comments
Everyone is doing their part
Everyone is reliable.

I think that's the thing I am lacking: Perfectionist working partners.

Sometimes I wonder if me being perfectionist is good.
Because I always tak tahan what others do.
I always take their job and improve them
Somehow I just tak tahan why can they hand in cincai work.
Or it doesn't matter to them, but only I am bothered with these details?
I dunno.

I think not only I fed up la,
all ppl in the team oso fed up.
A team of 20 ppl,
work here work there oso those few. A hand 5 fingers oso can count those kind.
Slowly all oso die passion dy la.

Eventhough I delegate everything
But in the end they come back, I have to do everything oso lo.
I think some ppl do just for the sake of doing.
Do to show some work
Do to write resume
In the end oso can see lo
Who giving effort who cincai do.

Haiyo so fan le.

King said he finished 4 events.
And my first one oso not done.

DIE MOU?
So fish and paiseh.

I oso feel like giving up the event lo.
But promise ppl jor u dun do it nto good for college name.
But then again, no one bothers.
I have no incentive to do it as well.

Lazy la!

HAIYO. so fan. @.@

Monday, June 13, 2011

Hahahahah hello. XD

Hahahha minna konnichiwa! XDDDD

Got notice something new or not leh?

I reinstalled my cbox. hahahahahahha

I know I was fed up with spammers but ar......

cause' last time i cant rmb my password to remove the spam, and now I did! ;D

















and I lied.

I was just bored because nobody comment in my blog hahahahahahha XDDDD
no cbox no comment macam very sien leh. LOL


so you all cepat comment! LOL

Sunday, June 12, 2011

完美的人?

在风光辉煌战绩的战袍下
有的是孤单和寂寞
将军必须能指挥,果断地传令;
总裁要能冷静地思考,做出正确的判断;

只要你是指挥官,
你就是众人仰望的领袖,
你是他们无助时的救星,
你能软弱么?
你能有缺陷么?
对崇敬你的人而言,
你是完美的;
你不能有瑕疵。

然而,
人非圣贤,孰能无过?
在我们万目睽睽的期待下,
他们唯有努力掩饰自己的缺陷
伪装坚强,以掩饰自己的软弱。
避己之弱,来盖过自己的不完美。

风光的战绩下,
你有想过他们的辛酸吗?
我们对他们的印象,就是“完美”。
所以他们背负着我们的期待,
就算不完美,也得装做“完美”。

做圣人的代价,就是不能出错。
做一名领袖,还是不能出错。
只要有人需要你,你不能在他们倒下前崩溃。

领袖,不好当。
人家只看到你的风光,你的威水。
他们羡慕你,仰望你,崇敬你。
但你那不为人知的一面,有谁能了解?
你能对谁哭诉?
无人。

没有人了解你,
没有人明白你,
因为,从你成为众人的焦点时,
你潜意识下已封闭了你自己。
你不断地把完美的一面展现出来,
掩饰你的不完美。
所以没有人能理解,

你怎么可能不完美。

Monday, June 6, 2011

Gundams?

Ok Imma bored. So I went and took photos of my gundams. XPPPPP DSLR effect memang different from compact one weih!

1/100 Master Grade Strike Freedom Gundam - Full Burst Mode =D (And I actually bought this 1 year ago and only had the motivation to finish it 1 week ago...=.=)






1/100 Master Grade Destiny Gundam - Extreme Burst Mode







Freedom VS Destiny





1/100 Scale Infinity Justice Gundam



1/100 Master Grade Freedom Gundam

Freedom HiMAT



1/100 Sword Strike Gundam


1/100 Sword Impulse Gundam


1/100 Launcher Strike Gundam


Blue Red Green? XD



And all of them on my book shelf. Need a proper cupboard la. (Yes you can ignore my messy shelf pls thank you)


That helps killing my time. XD

ps: Dun ask me why all of them are from SEED/Destiny series. I just simply like the mecha from that series.