残忍

你知不知道，你真的很残忍？

早不来迟不来，偏偏考试才来捎来恶讯。

被你捅了一刀又一刀，
却还要笑脸盈盈地面对一无所知的你。


寂静的考场里，
该死的你就在我最不想想起你的时候
阴险地闪过我的脑海，打断人家的思绪
你叫我怎样专心！？
你知不知道因为你，
我这次考试要付出多少的代价？？？

感觉自己好像白痴。
真的好笨。
人家可以戒烟，戒毒，
有没有人要教我怎样戒掉你？

2PM Without U

I’m gonna get stronger
그래 헤어진 게 더 좋아
어차피 언젠간 너와
이런 일 있었을 것 같애
넌 분명 이랬을 거 같애
그럴 바에야 차라리 지금인 게 낫지
깊이 사랑하게 되고 나서
알지 않은 걸 다행으로 생각해 그래서 I’m ok
내 모든 걸 아낌없이 다 줬어
너를 믿었기에 내 모든 걸 다 줬어, 넌 그걸 버렸어
I gave you my everything 그래서 이젠

I’m gonna be ok (Gonna be ok)
I’ll be ok (Gonna be ok)
baby, without you (without you)
baby, without you (without you)
너 없이 멋지게 (없이 멋지게)
더 멋지게 (없이 멋지게)
일어날 거야 (without you)
살아갈 거야 (without you)

Listen, everything happens for a reason
Everything happens for a reason
다 른 남잘 만난 거는 이번 한 번뿐이라는
말도 안 되는 말로 보나마나 탄로 날 얘기 말고
그냥 돌아서 내가 너무 아퍼
너 를 보는 게 그만 하고 싶어
매일매일 나는 속고 있었어
네가 어떤 사람인지 조차 몰랐어
이제는 알았어 넌 사랑을 몰라 그래서 이젠

I’m gonna be ok (Gonna be ok)
I’ll be ok (Gonna be ok)
baby, without you (without you)
baby, without you (without you)
너 없이 멋지게 (없이 멋지게)
더 멋지게 (없이 멋지게)
일어날 거야 (without you)
살 아갈 거야 (without you)

왜 내게 이랬니 why?
대체 내게 왜 그랬니 make me cry
우리가 가졌던 걸 다 버릴 정도로
값어치 있는 일이었던 건 맞니
우리가 함께했던 시간들이
또 함께 할 수 있었던 시간들이
아쉽지도 않니 너는 상관없니
지금 넌 Are you ok without me?

I’m gonna be ok (Gonna be ok)
I’ll be ok (Gonna be ok)
baby, without you (without you)
baby, without you (without you)
너 없이 멋지게 (없이 멋지게)
더 멋지게 (없이 멋지게)
일어날 거야 (without you)
살아갈 거야 (without you)

Give me some time, I'll be back, lively and cool

Mood Swings

It's that time again~~!!! Yada yada...

Well I think I have PMS PES. Pre-Exam Syndrome. LOL



No don't get me wrong, I am not getting emo over my exam. But coincidentally, everytime before exam, I will think about a lot of stuff, and put myself in an emo state. (Because I don't feel like studying, I will occupy myself with other stuff, and taadaa, there goes me being emo)


Aigoo...jinjja...





And 2PM songs are making things worse. /.\ Cause' their songs are so emo that it actually fits what I feel. T_T



Conclusion: No 2PM songs during emo time.



Ok. Let's get back to studies.

Assignments

So, FIN assignment gonna due soon.

And yea, now it's suppose to be time to be busy with assignment, but I really have to shout something here...

USE YOUR BRAIN PLS! 

Seriously, I can't stand it. It's something so simple that you can just...use your logic and think. I am not talking about how to solve the questions, but I am talking about all the detailed stuff!

"Do you think I should explain Question 3 ar?" (It's totally up to you)
"Do you think I should do it in excel or words ar?" (It's totally up to you)
"Do we have to print out the formulae if we do it in excel?" (Yes, this was answered by lecturer in class)
"Do I..."


GOSH! PLEASE! You are 20 years old and you can't decide these simple stuff yourself????


And da pain in the arse when they start asking stuff like....


"For this question ar, do we need to put this figure into the calculation?" (......The lecturer even gave the final answer to you. Can't you just pls try it out yourself? If after you put in the answer doesn't match, then try removing it. It's common sense! Don't expect me to spoonfeed you pls.)

"How do you get unit sales ar?" (You can get it from the question......)




And it's not a short simple assignment. It's 10 questions devided into 2 sections. Imagine everyone start going around asking brainless question like that. And they are not asking the theory, they are asking all the "How to do ar?"

Some even go further and say "You solve dy let me know ar". So do you want me to just do the whole assignment for you? *smile smile*

GO BANG THE WALL PLS!

Like seriously? Can you all people for heaven's sake, refer to the textbook or whatever you can before you ask any question? Pls do some homework before you ask, or else you are just humiliating yourself by showing me how ignorant and stupid you are for asking such basic stuff. You are just making people looking down on your laziness.

Yes. Your laziness. 

You got it right. I don't look down on friends who can't grasp the concept. I just plainly hate lazy assholes. And in fact, you are not even close to stupid. You are smart. You are using the most effective way to solve the problem with the least effort. But yea, you are just a plain lazy ass who doesn't even bothered to try, who doesn't even worth me respecting.


And it's not like we are really close friends. We just "hi" and "bye" in uni, and when assignments come, my facebook inbox is flooded with all of your brainless questions. Yes FLOODED! Not to mention my phone, sms non stop, flooded with brainless questions, and some even from unknown alien who doesn't even care to introduce who you are.







And no, I am not against you asking me questions. All I ask from you is that you

TRY ON YOUR OWN

before asking.



I totally don't mind you asking me questions like:

"Eh, this part, if I interpret it this way I will get this answer. But if I do it that way I will get another answer. So which one should it be ar? Or both can be accepted?"


"I don't understand why did the teacher put in this term ar. Is this term just a decoration or will it affect my answer?"


"I tried doing it this way ar, but how come my answer turns out to be some alien that I can't recognize ar? Did I do it wrongly?"





Something like that. I will be more than willing to help you. So stop asking me stuff like this.

"Eh how to do ar?" 

"Eh teach me this question tmr ar"

If you do, be glad if I am even bothered to reply you. Again, don't expect spoonfeeding from me.

Eh, why don't I just do everything for you ar?

A-Bit-Failed Surprise

Planning phase:
We set up Yih Ming as the "agent" to provide us internal information. *kekeke*
And then started asking people whether they can make it for the surprise dinner.
And then Hou Yan asked many many people to write a birthday msg.

Due to the coming Mother's Day event, many people had to go for family dinner on that night. And quite little people turned out  than expected. Ah well.

Event day:
Wrapped up the present and helped Ms. Har Hou Yan on the birthday msgs. hehehe. Yea we just did that like an hour before going to our boss' house. XP
 
Was expecting at least 5 people to make it for dinner. Then our boss Mr.Wong Yewho got dinner with mom, so cannot makan. But he turned up for the surprising action. And he waited for us for half an hour, and another half hour with us to wait for KC. XP

And then YY and Kok Sheng suddenly worry about transport back. And then not joining us for dinner. X.X (Ah...YY feel bad to make her "driver" wait, and decided to go back early. That's problem between the two of them so I should zip here.)

Ms. Har Hou Yan's masterpiece. Yea all written by her. hahahha. XD (We inboxed her our wishes and she compiled them)

While waiting for Kar Chun who was away to send her grandma somewhere, we....stoned there. Made friends with the dogs ar, plants ar, and YewHo started to disassemble my car. Yeap. that's my car plate. LOL.

And yea, we aslo have a speech by YewHo. XP

And finally Kar Chun dailou is here! And then we were off to Mr. Yeow's house!




Initial plan:

First, we will get someone (Yew Shen) to wear a cap and stand in front of his gate. Purpose of wearing a cap: So that Yi Shiuan cannot recognize who is that.

Then the others will hide somewhere. And then once we are ready, we will text Yih Ming. He will then tell Yi Shiuan that someone is looking for him at the gate.

And since he cannot recognize who's at the gate, he will walk out to find out who is that. And once he reach the gate, we will all come out from nowhere!

Yea. That's what we planned.

Actual outcome:
He came out before we hide. LOL. All caught offguard. =.=" It turned out that his mom saw us outside and just tell him "Someone is outside" so Yi Shiuan came out to check. We have not even hide outselves and he saw us.

...

.....

........

EPIC PHAIL!

Oh well...he was like, "why are you all here???" "Nola, so ngam we passed by nia." swt....aduhai.....X.X

The akward moment when your surprise failed.....

We asked him jom go makan. "How you all know I am at home?" "Nola, we just zohng choi see you at home or not lo". LOL But at least we can see that he is totally blur about everything. So we got Yih Ming out to help "further clarify" things for him. XP


And yea. Some video throughout the process:

On the way

Epic fail moment

Birthday speech?

And of course la, got Yih Ming here, wait what orh? Ask him be cameraman la! XP

Group pic 1

Gorup pic 2

And after 1 hour of waiting and a 5 minutes action, everyone except KC and I left LOL. So 2 of us + birthday boy went makan at SS2 Wai Sek Gai.

Crapped. Yes that's what boys do. We told the birthday boy how the planning went and all the details to clear his blur mind. XP And then, we just crapped about girls. LOL



And apparently we have not finished crapping. So we changed a venue for dessert.

Dessert at 记得吃.

(Yeap, Ms.Ong Xiau Wei, the place we all went during Foundation I think. hahahaha XD)


And...I forgot what we talked about there. hahahaha XD

But conclusion: 3 guys, eat from 7:30pm till 9:00pm. Imagine if there's more of us. LOL


So...Happy Birthday Hengdai! ;)

Herm....

Just blogging to keep the page looks updated. heh.


But seriously, I really don't know what to blog about. I find my life getting more and more boring as the day passes by.

Like seriously, everything just seem repetitive. The 4-months-infinite-loop. New Sem -> Slack -> Study -> Mid Term -> Assignment -> Study -> Finals -> Holiday.

I am like...damn lifeless. I wanna hang out with friends, but everyone is like......MIA. Like serious shit. I almost can't find anyone to go out with me.

My previous gang in college is like...dying. Everyone has a different timetable, vola! You don't have time to go out together.

And you don't have to even mention the high school friends. They are either having a totally different schedule than yours, or studying abroad. It's so hard to coordinate the holidays and find a best time to go out.

Okay. Did I just deviated from my main point (Me being lifeless)? I guess maybe...slightly. Meh I will just continue.

Like seriously, I am whole day in front of my laptop today, but if you ask me what did I do, I am impressed by myself that I've wasted yet another 15 hours of my life (7:30am to 10:30pm). All I did was facebook, games, download/watch movies, check out the Kpop news, and yea, for 15 freaking hours. Yeap. I am impressed by myself too! I can damn waste time.





I really really should find some time to do just...do something different. I don't care even it's like a forever-alone-in-the-cinema day or what, I just need to leave my house weih.


Now I am glad that I went for a badminton session with my family during Labours' Day instead of growing fungus alone at home.

Nah! Let you see my exhausted face that I swear it's so not me like:

Ajak me out please! Someone, anyone, initiate an outing please? Kamsahabnida!